The thought had crossed my mind to go ahead play hookey at work and do my long run (from Sat) today. I planned ahead starting yesterday afternoon eating properly as well as dinner last night and a decent breakfast this morning. I dropped off the kids at school and I took off running.
As I'm running, I've noticed my confidence is still shot. No where in my being did I believe I could finish this run. I've seemed to have lost my mojo. I only ran 8 miles today.
I've received an email yesterday from my Elvis bobble head race partner (who also is my Galloway running coach) who told me to stop playing and get serious with my training. I'm sure he meant that as encouragement but that has been rattling around in my head all morning.
I'll probably spend the next couple of days brow beating myself and try again to meet the mark on Saturday next week. I'm going to attack it a bit differently. I'm going to run with the local running group so that I can have positive vibes and good company as I run. |